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lets see me and alyssa broke up like 2 weeks ago i think im not sure if shes happy with it but i am. I was tired of making every single dission i wanted to get to know her but she wouldnt let me in. One time i want to see what kind of music she liked to listen too so i told her to put the radio on whatever station she wanted. well she wouldnt change it and it made me angry it ended up on some static she said she kinda liked it but thats wasnt the point i wanted to know her more and i didnt. i think she felt like she won. yeah anyway our relationship kinda took the turn for the worst after pram. I invited her to my graduation she said she had to preform at one that day sice shes int the band so i invited her to my party which was at night and she didnt come.
this is all i can write tonight im going to bed

I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me.
I still feel your touch in my dreams.
Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why.
Without you it's hard to survive.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so.
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky.
They wipe away tears that I cry.
The good and the bad times, we've been through them all.
You make me rise when I fall.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last.
I need you by my side.
Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static.
And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky.
Can't you hear my heart beat so
I can't let you go.
I want you in my life.

Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling.
And everytime we kiss, I swear I could fly.
Can't you feel my heart beat fast.
I want this to last.
I need you by my side.

True love exists yes I know this
My heart was waiting for you
And when we met I felt my chest
pound fast, racing for the chance
to know you, to hold you
To open up and show you
The way it feels when you know...

You are not alone
Know that I would fight the tides to
Be together
When you feel alone
Listen to this song to make your heart
feel better

Two hearts entwined, yes, you are mine
And I'll be your's forever
I've done the math, I'm less than half
We're better off together
And I want you here by my side
As much as you are on my mind
When I'm gone you should know

You are not alone
Know that I would fight the tides to
Be together
When you feel alone
Listen to this song to make your heart
feel better

Rainy Mondays feel like Fridays
When you're smiling at me I can feel
The space
Between us collapsing
Our love is everlasting

You are not alone
Know that I would fight the tides to
Be together
When you feel alone
Listen to this song to make your heart
feel better

Listen to this song
Let it make your heart feel better

So yesterday-OOoo before I forget May25 Alyssa's birthday- I went over to Alyssa's house to watch a movie or somthin. We ended up watching Ridik, I really like that movie, but my favorite part of the night was when we were stand out side my car, It was after ten I had to leave, and she hugged me when I was shivering like crazy. It was weird, the moment that our two bodies met I was instantly warmed, it felt really good(it was the best hug I ever got). It was one of those moments that seem to last a life time. Then we kissed, I REALLY liked that too. I love Alyssa really do.



No School today! Thank you Mr. Weiner!

Wow for a wile I thought that I was going to close this thing out. I dont know what came over me but I have that urge to wright in it again. Well me and Alyssa are still goin strong. Recently its been a pain cause she has had so much school work that I dont get to see her as often as I want. I think she is frustrated too. She is in my mind alot Its funny she calls me a thought stalker cause the same thing happens to her. All I want to do is hold her. We have so much fun when are together.

I just got back from my date with Alyssa! We went to Game Works it was so much fun! We tried a bunch of racing games but each time it wouldnt let us play each other which is stupid! We played air hockey a lot about 5 or 6 times I lost them all! Its just when it shoots multiple pucks out is hard to keep track. I cant wait for a rematch! Its all right cause I beat her at that cool balloon game thing-a-ma-jig. After we ran out of points on our card we went to Auntie Anns and I asked her to be my girlfriend! and she said yes! YIPEEEEE! I'm so excited and I think she is too!

So anyways its been about a week since my last entry so I will summarize what has happened. Stacie came over last weekend and wanted to do stuff but I couldnt because I had a ton of home work to do, I hope she's not mad. Then Nov. 1 was my mom's birthday I somewhat forgot I feel terrible especially since I spent four hours on the phone with Alyssa. I just love talking with her we never run out of things to talk about its weird, I love that! That was the fastest four hours of my life I enjoyed it so much. "O" yeah and we are going to the Barnum and Bailey Circus. I cant wait. And at work yesterday I got a five dollar tip from a really nice lady. I that God for people like that not because she gave me money but because she cared enough to say thank you and that means a lot to me it really does. THANK YOU LADY!

Last night, Woooo Weeee, was so interesting!! First the sound in theater 13 went bonkers so we had to hand out a buncha passes, that was a pain. Then later that night a drunk threw up on himself in theater 17,he was sitting in his own vomit when when we found him DISGUSTING!, and guess who had the honor of cleaning that up, MWA! I wasn't there but Tami found a bloody tampon in theater 16, it made me stop complaining about the vomit. After I was done cleaning theaters and stuff I helped out in concession, man did they need my help, we got done at about 2:30 it sucked! Then Tami and Sara came up to me and asked if I could take them home cause their ride left them. I can't refuse them, so I took them home. Getting them home was easy, it taking me home that was hard. They live where I never go so I didn't know any streets, I was freaking out and praying like crazy, then I found Westerville Rd and got home safely!

MAN! Now I have to start doing homework, this sucks!

I didnt think Alyssa would be able to go out tonight but then she called me and said she could, I was so happy!! She really wanted to do the go carts but they weren't in operation so we couldnt, thats all right cause we did four rounds of laser tag instead. It was fun I got massacred so many times. hehe! then we played a bucha games n' stuff, it was fun!! Those stupid machines stole a few dollars from me though, all well. Alyssa and I played air hockey 3 times and I beat her twice, I feel bad for that, they were really close games too. Then we tried that dace game thing, Hahhaah, we sucked so bad it was funny, I had a great time and I think she did too, that makes me even more happy. I think I'm going ask her to go to the circus if she likes that kind of thing.